I am proud of her for keeping her head up when she knew she couldn't anymore. For keeping a smile on her face to ensure that her loved ones wouldn't feel her pain I am proud of her for waking up each and everyday when everything in this world is weighing her down. She thought she needed to be a queen worthy of her crown when in reality she just needed a crown worthy of her. Now it is time for her to let her guard down. To think about herself for a change and heal, not for the benefit of others but for her own. Queen, allow me to adjust your crown, pick you up from everything weighing you down and fight on your behalf. I promise that at the end of your healing you'll discover a beautiful awakening.